I am the designer of my own catastrophy

Can we really leave all the bad feelings behind? Even when we have a fresh start up ahead, can we really forget our past? I think is still with us, tapping on our shoulder, wanting to mess with us once again. The truth is....fear is a powerful weapon. Just when things are starting to look better, we deny our chance to happiness. We overthink things, we create problemes where they are not. Maybe our imagination is playing tricks on us, but how can we tell the difference between what is real and what is not?
Our eyes and ears have decived us before, and now we are determined not to let that happen again. We put our trust in experience, we asume the worse. We fear those around us, because others have hurt us before, but most of all we fear ourselves. What if we are mistaken again? What if we let our wounds push away people? What if...we became the people we hate? What if in our attempt to protect us, we put into practice what we've learned from them? What if we hurt others because of our fear? What if we hurt ourselves by trying to protect the people we love? Are our insecurities ruining our opportunities?
Fear is our worst enemy.